turning around

once again i'm stuck at this cross roads
because i know that things are going to change
with you and me. i have a chance again
i knew that i would wait, just didn't think u might come round
i doubt that you will but i hope you do
it's just a dream
it's been a long shot. but i love you
i always have for some reason
even when i am speaking stupid and and i piss you off
i know that you are the the most important thing to me
i have a hard time figuring out, how i could be this way
nothing ever really worked out. and it's just so weird that i do.
but i do

days go bye

days go by
i haven't got to say what i want to
so i'm going to now.

i hate you
i hate that there's nothing i can do about it
i hate that i couldn't win your heart
i hate that you never really loved me
i hate that i let myself love you.
i hate that i let my heart get cut in two
i hate that i still dream of you.
i hate that when i listen to any song, you're the first girl i put the song to
i hate that i was part of the plan
i hate that i don't know how to handle this
i hate that it's been so long since i let this out
i hate that i could easily move on, yet i still would rather have you back
i hate that i'm being held back because you're still here
i hate that i cried over you
i hate that i fell for you
i hate that i did track this year just to be with you
i hate that ur friend was just as cute yet i picked you