"I don't measure a man's success by how high he climbs but how high he bounces when he hits bottom."
-George S. Patton

1.26.2009

...just read it

stirring

a dark cold world surrounds us

where anything can happen

where life doesn't end sweetly everytime

maybe there's no end though. maybe just maybe this time you'll notice me again.

i write all the time, yet nothing seems good enough to be worthy of you again

reality sets in, and so does doubt

she's so much better off without you

you can't be all that she needs

but you buck up...write something new

maybe this ones good enough for you to want me back

i must up the courage to tell you, and no response.

doubt floods back in. this time theres a reason.

does she care for real.

you just bore your soul...if she wanted to you back she would've told you

she knows how bad you want her.

yet...nothing

fear fills the heart. all this time effort. thought. love. wasted.

what do you do it for... just try for things out of reach. and then you realise.

the things out of reach mean that you aren't like every other person.

it means in spite of all the hard times you have to suffer...

you're the stronger one who's actually man enough to face the fear right in the eye.

you sit up straight and stop slouching and actually tell her again...this time with confidence.

you get your answer and you can go on another day. stronger. better.

in love.

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